haiz..
miss him again..
think back again..
ya..friends..
now..
i no dare find him again..
i'm scare..
scare wat?!
i scare i am disturbing him..
scare he will feel i annoying...
scare he will hate me..
maybe now he hating me..
because attitude of mine..
he already not my boyfriends..
why i still care more about him..
he want with who be friends also not my business..
i'm
JEALOUS..
ya..
i'm such girl..
when he with me 2gether..
i wont care too much..
because he already be with me..
but now..
no!
everythings already change..
everyday i waiting him find me..
waiting saw his message..
wating him call me drink more water..
i'm waiting him all he time...
and now..
i waiting him come back to me..
no him beside me..
i really very lonely and alone..
how much i say..
how much i need..
how much i miss..
how much i love also no use..
1year..
it is very long for me..
why every things will become like this..
i so hope we will together back soon..
really..
so hope we can still like before..
if..
i do wrong..
i give you scold..
i saying wrong things..
i give you scold..
i wont blame you..
i wont argue with you..
i will face it..
when we together we are fine..
nothing happen..
play n love really cant match together and said de..
play is play..
love is love..
hope you really noe what am i saying to you..
**i really so scare to wait..
**and so scare saw many things infront of me making me hurt and hurt..