THANKS guy..
thank you to all of you..
Thank you for care about me..
i won't cry infront you all just want to cover my weakly face..
just don't want you all worry about me..
so that i'm choose talking lie with you all say i'm nothing..
I'm sorry..
i know how much i scare also no use..
he wont at beside me care me..
without him..
i really so lonely..
can how?
i just can hide in one space and cry it in secretly..
i lose a shoulder to let me depend on..
ya..i'm a girl who was weak..
not a stronger..
i just lie myself..
but cant..
today i walk back to my academy..
i recall those things we had happened..
that song "LOLIPOP"..
sometimes he will suddenly sing it..
ya..he is funny sometimes..
before..
how happy we are?
how sweet we are?
now..
i'm sad..
i'm crying..
i so miss him..
all things about him..
i will love him..
untill my life end..
2years is too long for me..
i so scare when i going out..
i will saw you holding another girl hand..
i so scare when i walking around..
i will saw you kissing anothe girl lips..
i know how much i say..
he wont come back to me now..
i so depend on him..
i'm a girl who always need a support..
i'm a girl who always need a care from the person who i love so much..
i don't know how to let me stop crying without him beside me..
i feel so scare when i want meet him..
i feel so scare when i send a message to him..
because i don't know how to control myself..
it happen too suddenly for me..
my heart so pain..
nobody can feel..
my tear can't stop dropping..
nobody saw..
i love raining..
nobody will know i'm crying..
i want listen his sound..
call me "dear..don't cry..i will always beside you.."
but i'm dreaming..
don't care untill when..
he always is mine..
he always will in my heart..
don't care what happen..
because the word..
I LOVE YOU ♥