today is my babe Sasa birthday..
so we decided help her celebrate her birthday at Sungai Wang 6th floor Green box..
after sing k..
we go Time Square walikng around..
Then we back..

then we back to Cheras Maluri Jusco..
i decided wanna buy ice cream at McD..
when go in..
i saw him at the McD ice-cream counter..
then i go beside him and kidding say "belanja" me eat ice cream..
when go beside him..
i really want hold his hand..
i already "biasa" do it like that..
but at last i didn't do it..

then seeing him away..

looking his back..
think back all the things again..
my mood really very down..
untill we wanna go bus stop waiting our bus..
i cry at there..

i really miss him a lot..
but..how he noe?
he wont..

i really cant put down him..
really..


i said..
he already a part of mine..
i really cant lost him...


how much i had say..
he still don't come back to me..

how much i sad i cry..
he still will care?



i really duno..




1day more then 1day feel very unsafe without him..
too need him...








Benji Sam..
when you will come back to me?
i still want you holding my hand..
i still want you hug me..
i still want you care me..
i still want you kiss me..
i still want you BESIDE me..

i don't want memory..
it making me sad and sad..

i just want you..

today is my babe Sasa birthday..
so we decided help her celebrate her birthday at Sungai Wang 6th floor Green box..
after sing k..
we go Time Square walikng around..
Then we back..

then we back to Cheras Maluri Jusco..
i decided wanna buy ice cream at McD..
when go in..
i saw him at the McD ice-cream counter..
then i go beside him and kidding say "belanja" me eat ice cream..
when go beside him..
i really want hold his hand..
i already "biasa" do it like that..
but at last i didn't do it..

then seeing him away..

looking his back..
think back all the things again..
my mood really very down..
untill we wanna go bus stop waiting our bus..
i cry at there..

i really miss him a lot..
but..how he noe?
he wont..

i really cant put down him..
really..


i said..
he already a part of mine..
i really cant lost him...


how much i had say..
he still don't come back to me..

how much i sad i cry..
he still will care?



i really duno..




1day more then 1day feel very unsafe without him..
too need him...








Benji Sam..
when you will come back to me?
i still want you holding my hand..
i still want you hug me..
i still want you care me..
i still want you kiss me..
i still want you BESIDE me..

i don't want memory..
it making me sad and sad..

i just want you..